times like these, i need a juicy *bleep*

there are about 6,618,660,934 human beings in planet Earth. i have problems right now and sometimes i wonder how that cosmic dude up high would get to answering more than six billion prayers. most will be left unanswered. assuredly. are my problems worth answering more than the next person?

how is it that some people could find time to laugh and enjoy?

i've forgotten how that felt.

i've been pretending that everything's fine when people at home are hurting because of what one greedy person did. i hope she gets the cancer back. so she could see that money isn't everything, that what she has done to our family will earn her a place in hell.

then i hope she gets well so she could change her ways. then probably her house in hell would remain vacant.