the cheshire kat

it's remarkable how we have developed this network of obscurity when both our worlds will eventually collide.

it's sooner than you think. it's inevitable that we will get to look at each other's hideous faces. i hoped to feel even a sense of dread or at least some aversion that you still exist despite what i did. i know i don't exist in your world - neither do you, in mine.

i felt nothing. now, i'm laughing at myself for wasting precious time laboring over my feelings for you. i know that the feelings i had for you will fade into nothingess.

i just didn't think that it would be this soon.

besides, i'm harboring ill feelings for you. what happened was our business. you didn't need to tell anybody. feeling mo naman type pa rin kita. nek nek mo.