i forget. most of the time

i really can't get the hang of posting every month. i forget that i have an existing blog. you will forget too, if you have an inexistent "LIFE".

i haven't been been posting anything here because nothing's worth posting. it was september when i posted last. now, it's christmas season and everybody's buying something for someone. i can smell the frigging simoy ng hangin for crying out loud. but i have classes till the 19th and i'm not in the mood to study civil procedure. sometimes i feel trapped but at the same time i tell myself ginusto mo yan. panindigan mo.

i don't excel in law school. small fish, big pond. and sometimes it's sad, but i really don't mind... but when i reminisce about gradeshool, i miss those times when daddy and mommy used to go up the stage to don medals.

was i put there by mistake? i hope not. i love up law. maybe i am masochistic. i'm not happy anymore but i'm still trying to figure out what's supposed to happen next.