i told you i have slippery fingers

"To fall in love is to create a religion that has a fallible god." - Jorge Luis Borges

i have no need for a fallible god especially one as delicate as fine china.

last night's conversation was an eye-opener. i'm sure of it now. i feel that we will never work things out.

we have too many important differences.
we don't respect each other's opinions anymore.
and i'm just too tired of fighting.

maybe being friends isn't such a good idea. maybe you have to obliterate me completely from your life. i need to be over you too, you know. we both agree that it has been a good relationship but now it's over and i'm free. human bondage like fleas on a dog. it's sickening.

well this dog's currently flea-free and very happy.

your threat of not being able to find someone who would love me like you do or did is certainly a possibility. but it's a risk i'm willing to take. and besides i'm not trying to find someone else.

sure i miss the physical intimacy but lately that's all i've been missing. i thought i missed talking with you but last night cleared things up for me. maybe you're right, i'm too selfish and too self-centered to be happy.

but i cannot shake this feeling of being happy. i've never been happier and sadly, it's no longer because of you. i'm happy with my family and friends. i have no need for a fallible god.

and you don't either.